microcutsx2's Journal

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So hows everything been going with you folks? My weeks been swell, ups and downs....could've been better....and longer. I can't believe its almost over and I still have a few more things to do before I end this week. Yes, I still have classes in the afternoon. -__-

Actually it isn't bad at all. I enjoy being there most of the time, in fact its more chatting and fucking around than play. For the past week though, there has been this girl that has caught the attention of all the guys. Shes in the class right before i get in...and Indo has been having his eyes popping and drooling all over the place. Chris...is always talking about her and talking with her....and the guys at the other table are always staring at her. >__<

So i sit down with Chris and he starts telling me how about how all the guys in the previous class follow her home. I really never paid attention to her much but honestly I really do see why everyone stares at her. I don't understand how she can live with all that attention...would've driven me mad to have no sense of privacy. W/e maybe she likes all of it.

Anyways, the point is that Chris asked her about who she likes....and guess who it ended up to be....

Score... =P

Yeah, though I'm uninterested in her. I don't get the feel or vibe when I'm around her. I've looked into her eyes before...and thats where it hit me....because i couldn't see through them...all I saw was hazel blue. And then again, theres the factor of which I can never seem to leave....

Yet....someone has made feel much better this year, I havn't had a good smile on my face until i've met her. Theres so much about her really that I adore. Hopefully....I'll tell her soon...

...while i continue to carry the love and shadow of my past behind me.

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Downward Spiral by Nine Inch Nails

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